ON THE CUSP OF ANOTHER YEAR

Dear friends,

Each year on the cusp of another year of life, I give thought on my life's journey, a profound sense of gratitude washes over me. The years have unfolded in rapid, unbelievable succession , each one a unique tapestry woven with God's unwavering love and faithfulness.

Looking back, I am overwhelmed by His phenomenal provision and guidance, a constant presence through every stage of life, from the vibrancy of youth and chaotic raising a family to the quiet wisdom of my later years, grief and widowhood.

The passage of time is undeniable; the physical changes associated with aging are a constant reminder of our mortality. However, this awareness hasn't filled me with fear, but rather with a deepening appreciation for the beauty of each passing day and an increased reliance on my Heavenly Father. The infirmities that accompany aging are, in a way, gentle nudges to keep my focus on eternal things, to long for the perfect peace of Heaven.

Isaiah 46:4 resonates deeply within my heart: "Even to your old age I am he, and to gray hairs I will carry you. I have made, and I will bear; I will carry and will save." This promise sustains me, offering comfort and strength in the face of life's inevitable challenges.

Growing older has brought unexpected blessings. One of the most profound is a newfound freedom from the anxieties of what others think. I am now empowered to pursue my passions and make choices that bring joy and fulfillment, guided by my faith and the truth of God's word.

While the physical aspects of aging—diminished strength, hearing loss, and changes in vision—present their challenges, they also offer a unique perspective. I find myself cherishing the simple moments, appreciating the beauty of the world around me with a newfound clarity. My spiritual life has deepened; the frequency of my spiritual health checks, if you will, has increased, and my connection to God has never been stronger. I often find myself contemplating the past, recognizing how even difficult experiences served as stepping stones on my path, shaping me into the person I am today and tomorrow that will be today.

The scripture from 2 Timothy 4:17, "But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the Gentiles might hear it. ..." is a constant source of comfort and inspiration. It reminds me that even in the midst of trials, God's presence is unwavering.

Ultimately, my faith rests on this unshakeable truth: God is near, He is here, He is always present.

I am enveloped in His love, and nothing can separate me from it. This unwavering faith is the bedrock of my life, the source of my strength and peace. This is what sustains me.

With love and gratitude,

Becky