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Dear friends,

Reflecting on past experiences, I've been contemplating the often-unacknowledged weight of family secrets and embarrassments.

We all carry burdens, hidden moments that, viewed through the lens of societal expectations or media portrayals, might seem catastrophic. Yet, through faith, many of us navigate these challenges. Looking back, I often wonder, "What were we thinking?" It's a universal question, I believe. We all have those family stories we’d rather not share, those skeletons tucked away in the closet.

The passage of time, however, has a way of shifting perspectives. What was once easily concealed begins to crack open, revealing the weight of unspoken hurts and their often-devastating impact on family relationships. The chasm between our idealized "perfect life" image and the reality of our present circumstances can be profound. It's heartbreaking to witness loved ones caught in the web of deception and worldly lies; a testament, perhaps, to the influence of the "father of lies" himself.

One morning, an unexpected reflection unfolded in a rather unusual setting: the bathroom. While there, I observed a small insect seemingly lost and confused, wandering in circles. My initial instinct was to eliminate it, but I paused, considering the futility of such an act – it would likely simply disappear further into the rugs fibers. Instead, I watched it, its plight resonating with me in a surprising way.

This seemingly insignificant event led my thoughts to a passage from Jeremiah 23:24: "Can anyone hide in secret places so that I cannot see them?" declares the Lord. Throughout my almost 76 years, in moments of profound loneliness and despair, these words have offered comfort.

The realization that we are never truly outside of God's watchful care, that He is "a God nearby," not far away, provides a profound sense of peace.

That morning's encounter with a tiny insect served as a powerful reminder of this truth. Despite the difficulties and challenges of the past year, months and weeks, this simple reflection on God's presence brought a renewed sense of calm and hope. It's a refreshing reminder, truly.

With love,

Rebecca Schoof