
After a tumultuous transition into the American culture, I was fortunate to attend a Christian high school for two years and school was kinder to me although I still felt a sense of relief at stepping off that school bus at the end of the day. Walking up that long long driveway gave me time to decompress. I continued to do poorly in most subjects. P.E., Home Economics, Typing, Spanish, and English saved my GPA so I could eventually graduate. I took classes seriously but with great effort, still could not capture those illusive higher scores. My brother, being 13 months younger,and I were in the same Science and Math classes. With his help I passed those classes. I was unusually slow in physical development, extraordinarily thin and thought myself to be unattractive which led to many insecurities. However, I did continue to have the stability of a caring and influential grandmother and my spiritual life thrived. We attended the Salem Christian & Missionary Alliance Church. I continued to avoid many of my peers, preferring to join my grandparents in their activities and Sunday School class. Although, God's Word had always been a part of my life, it continued to provide the anchor to my somewhat chaotic emotions and insecurities.
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